terms 02

So whilst I was on a high and mesmerised by the play last week,

I made another sudden realisation:

I want to act.

Be corny and call it a calling,

or a reason to be in the spotlight,

but I can't blame me for always just wanting to be onstage.

Except for the fact that I've also been deeply scared to try,

although ironically I've performed enough in my life to not have stage fright.

So yes, I've decided since that I want to spend a better portion of my time focusing on dance and drama.

But then, is that my career? Is that my choice of earning a living?

Fucking terms.